She asked me to decide what I want.
I know, I am blaming myself for all these happening. Neglecting her, especially her fragile's feeling is really a huge mistake, and I not only do it once, but multiple times. Sometimes, I feel that I am really useless as her close one. Nevertheless, even with all these mistakes, I always want a lot of things from her.
I want her love.
I want her smile.
I want her care.
I want her support.
I want her touch.
I want her warmth.
I want her smell.

I need her...

I couldn't let go... I love her.