Money is very important to me..
and yes of coz it important to everybody but..
when money come across my mind,
i will straight away think of my parents...
Everybody hope to go for a nice vacation place for a holidays but then
all that needed money.
Me myself hope i can go for a vacation with my friends as i already long hope for it..
but then it will never happen because i hesitate and keep saying no..
There is once, after spm, my friend planned a trip to genting and he asked me..
i took out all my savings just for that but end up, i refused and didnt go..
Till now, i didnt go to any places for vacation with my friends..
Except for some performances thingy that not consider a vacation right? hahaa...

Why all this?
That because i doesnt wanna use my parent's money just for me to go vacation
while leaving them at home... Me myself think it selfish for me.. = /
If wanna go for vacation with friends, i will only use my own money..
And with my family financial not so fix and need to support all of us,
I need to have toleration..
That is why somebody asked me why work?
And mostly i will answer just for fun and nothing to do at home..

I still wanna buy. . .
a laptop for me to do my assignment that needed complicated softwares
which my computer cant support.
a handycam or a camera..
and
a external hardisk for now...
But i cant manage to do that all by myself while studying..
I didnt tell my parent bout the laptop at all and stay patience with
my computer when the software crash everytime i do my assignment..
Instead i borrow my friend's laptop to do my assignment..
Wishlist or things wont just appear infront of u..
The rich will never understand the poor..
But well, i did not live in poor condition but enough for me already..
So,i'am sorry if i ever raised my voice or being harsh to u all when u all
mention bout this..
For ur info,all my family members is working.. :)

Till then...
Before that, i wanna share my experiences..
Yesterday, out of sudden, my theater director told me i am the
cameraman for tonight theater show... I was shock cause nobody tell me..
So i just follow the flow and listen to my assist cameraman..
Study some shots and did rehearsal..
It is a broadcast camera and it is about 10kg weight and costed bout 1 Gen2 car. :)
When the theater starts, i keep asking my director through the headcom when to start recording?
Haha.. For more than 30 minutes, i didnt move alot at all..
Because i cant move as i need to ensure a steady shot without any shake..
My left eye sticked to the preview screen all the time..
After the theater show finish means my job is done..
My right arm till my neck there feel numb and uneasy..
Well that was my 1st time handling a broadcast camera..
Kinda cool but too bad got no picture to show u all...
The road is still long for me to walk.. So wish me luck.. :)

Till then.. :)