I just realize this is my 101th post! hahaa...
Well my previous post is on saturday...
now it gonna be last sunday,12th Sept..

I went to Rahim's open house...
Well,my bestie gf fetch us there...
His open house dam big man...
Just like bazaar ramadan...there is canopy everywhere..
just like stalls at nearby the road...but the foods is free!
yummy! but manage to eat a little only la...
Thanks to rahim for the awesome treat ya!
After that,we play texas poker with chips he bought...
awesome! hahaa...i keep losing.. T_T
We play till 5 something then we stop d ler...
tiring and hot! hahaaa...
Decided to go back d since i got another open house i need to attend later...
Ruby fetch me home...
Online,bath and get ready for another open house...

This time is norman's open house! woots...was waiting for this all the time!
hahaha...
drive there halfway,i forget how to go to his house already... -.-''
call him and ask for direction...
till he decided to bring me there...Hahaha...pity me...sorry dude! xP
cant blame coz his house at tanjung kling...dam far from my house know!
arrived at his house...thanks to norman...ehe..
chit chatting,play a fool around,play with firecracker...LOL...
then only we eat...
steamboat babey! hahaa...very full ar after that...
Then wanna hav a so call concert but failed...
they attracted to the breakdance...HAHAA...
feeling tired,we sit down at the living room and rest...
Do some stuff we usually do then went back home at around 12.30am...
well it was a nice open house norman! thanks for inviting!

-add on-
Muahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
stupid stuff i did towards somebody!
wanna know what and who?
heheee....
last friday,10th Sept if i not mistaken...
after some outing with my frens,
i decided to return a card which belongs to somebody...
so we went into the condo(i can enter so easily) Muahahaa...
then step into the lift...
reached the 8th floor...
walk quietly towards the door...
and we keep giggling...dam kau chek! Hahahaa...
quietly unlock the gate door...then wanna comfirm with the somebody whether she is alone at home not...
scare her parent at home ma...HAhAhaa....
then that dumb dumb kau chek go touch the lock...and came out a sound...LOL...
and then heard somebody going to open the wood door...
we quickly run and hide...
and listen to the sound she made...xPP...kau chek keep laughing non stop...
dam him la..he keep making me laugh oso...HAHAhaa...
then attempt on 2nd try...
unlock the gate...and knock on the wood door...xP
but somehow that monkey knock the door so loud...Bangg!!
i thought she trying to scare me...
continue bang-ing the door till the last bang...
Dam loud...then i thought the monkey gone crazy d...
i run out of the gate...HAHAHA...
only she open the door...
and return her bloody card...xPP...
got no scratches rite? Muahahaa....
then went to 10th floor to disturb 1 of my bestie...
LOL...bla bla bla...let skip this...
Ys decided to follow my car to kau chek house...
but we went to the 8th floor again...HAHAha...
3rd attempt...
quietly unlock the gate...then knock the door...
and run away...
we hide behind the staircase...heard the mad monkey rush out and bang here and there...
LOL...
then we went to kau chek house lor...
-The End-
there is 2 conclusion here...
1. I and kau chek not suitable to become a robber...robbery failed! HAHAhaa...
2. Dont mess with the monkey on the 8th floor...HEHEHE....

till then~

Eh oh everybody...
i been going out everyday this few days till i neglected my own family... =(
i came back so late oso...hmmm...

let just write bout weekend..

On the saturday,11th Sept,
I went to my former class reunion at Amigo...
Although not much ppl show up,but it worth meeting up my old classmates...xP
Chit chat and hav our dinner there...
fews more catch up with us coz they came late..

Pay our bills which cost RM179.++
and i need to stack up another RM10 for the service tax... T_T
Then we start our engine to BW Sports Bar...
Play pool and chit chatting...
till around 10.30pm...







some of them plan to go yam cha after that but i headed to pure bar... @_@

Celebrating 1 of my fren's birthday...
stay there till around 12.30am...
drink abit...
the music too loud la!! hahaha...
the moment i left the place,i can only hear some buzz sound only...
drive back home safely...
my shirt full with cigar smoke smell... -.-''
xP
then clean up and online awhile..
and Sleepp...xP
let the picha do the talkings..hehee







Dont worry..i didnt drink much...xPP...
later kena somebody slap....HOHOHO...
And and

my former school,SFI got 10 new drums today,13th sept...

WOW...i wanna try all the drums!! HAhahahaha....
u just wait..i gonna hit them real hard!! hahaaa...
cant wait for the function...muahaha...

and recently,i edited a picture for a dumb dumb monkeyy...xPP..hahaa...
here my work...


AND...this is the dumb dumb MONKEY artwork...HAHAHAHA....


which is nicer? Hahaha...xPP...
which is better?
PIG OR MONKEY? MUAHAHAHA....
okayy la...
till then...
Ciaoooo,!!
normal heart... ;P

I m just resting and staying away from u for a while...
nothing to do with jealousy..
oh maybe there is a little...
but i already decided to do this...
so whatever u wanna think,go ahead...


Well,this is my 99th post...

Till then,
A old stoned heart still..

I realized that my effort in love is not being appreciate...
They just want what they wants...
I m just being stupid doing all those for a girl...
Without thinking for my own safety and sort...
My sleep time,my hardwork,and much...
They didnt see it how hard it is...
They nvr see how i gone through just to get there...
But end up being ditch...
I wont forget...
and i will NEVER be that stupid for a girl again...
Life just unfair...
Being replace...
And what i always wants is being channel to another one...
I feel regrets now for doing all those for you...
I even lied to my mum,frens,stuff i did just for you...

My heart aint gonna be soft again...
I just love myself...

Wishes upon a stoned heart,
New heart

I just dont understand why...
i feel unsecure...
feel not peace at all...
feel so much hatred...


when i m in this family with...
the fella around...


why dont they understand me?
what is this all unsatisfied feeling?
for so many years i've been indulge in this problems...
But how come my parent wont understand my needs...
just wont understand me...
even i say it out my feelings...
will they understand me?
i will still stay on my path...with the same chaos...
my patient has it limits...
but even it has reach over the limits...
i still hang on there trying to defense whats right....

From the beginning,
i been trying to change it..
trying to be good to him...
but then it turns up vice versa....
i will remember what he did to me forever...
nobody knows...
my parent dont even ask...
that is why i m like this...
dont they realize?
dont they understand?
i have things that anybody wanted...
freedoms,food,shelter...
but they dont understand my feelings...
especially him...
did he ever try to change it?
did he ever think?
so selfish of him...

someday...
my heart will eventually harden...

song for today,
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls


signing off,
Broken heart